Can
you talk more about the Healing
Ways of Recovery?
Awareness
and acceptance of this moment
are the cornerstones of healing
in recovery. Healing occurs now
- not in our past life or in some
imagined future.
“
I can see now where my head takes
me. I can see it churning over
those things that were done to
me in the past. And as I do, I
can feel the rage and the shame
rising inside me.
And
what surprises me most is that
I see this now - but I still have
a hard time stepping off of that
track. Its like I don’t
want to step off a train that
I know is going to crash. That
surprises - and frightens me.
I’m
learning to be more aware of what
goes on inside me each moment
of the day - of the connections
between my thoughts, feelings
and actions.
I
don’t really like what I
see - But s omething inside tells
me to hold on to this garbage.
I
now do anything and everything
possible to step off the track
as soon as I notice where my head
is taking me.
For
now, it doesn’t matter why
I am compelled to make myself
sick in feeling. I just know that
I am not going to let myself keep
doing it today.”
Recovery teaches
us to accept who we are today
- right now. It is a perspective
that where we are now is just
where we are supposed to be -
where the realities of our life
and the choices we have made have
led us. There is no other way
than the way things are.
The more that
we resist the reality of who and
where we are right now - the more
we lose ourselves in the sickness
of our imagination. We either
neglect - or overly dwell upon
- that which does not fit with
who or where we believe that we
should be. We imagine that we
have made mistakes, not choices.
We give the
power of our present life over
to a mind that meanders endlessly
within itself - preoccupied with
past and future - despairing and
distracted from this moment of
our life.
The principles
of recovery open a world of ways
to heal. These do not immediately
solve every problem that we think
we have today. These problems
are the result of a lifetime of
circumstance and choice. They
are sustained by our non acceptance
of today.
Recovery offers
us the ways to begin healing today.
It is a guide to healthier choices
today and less likelihood of further
crises. It is a letting go of
the grip of the past and a celebration
of the freedom of life in this
moment.
Recovery is
at the same time, a treatment
for addiction and a path of health
and healing. Concurrent disorder
of mood and anxiety may be greatly
helped by these principles and
practices.
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