| What
is Substance Addiction?
Substance Addiction is a neurobiological sickness that has
two types of symptoms. It is firstly a compulsive drive
to obtain and to use alcohol and/or other intoxicating drugs.
“I want to stay
clean - but next thing I know its three in the morning and
I’m standing at a bank machine.”
While many people may use this or that
drug of their free choice and/or for casual reasons, this
is not Substance Addiction. Most who suffer with true Substance
Addiction will say that they do not really want to continue
using, but that they feel drawn and/or compelled to use
for reasons that they don’t understand.
Continuing to use when you do not really
wish to do so - or relapsing to use alcohol or some other
intoxicating substance - is the hallmark of Substance Addiction.
And it is this unexplainable compulsion to use that is so
difficult for others to understand - or to appreciate its
devastating power over the addicted person.
“I woke up in
jail and figured that was my bottom. But I needed a few
more kicks at the can. Things can always get worse - I proved
that.”
The second part of Substance Addiction
refers to all of the distorted thoughts, the emotional upheaval
and disordered behaviors that result from the compulsive
drive to obtain and to use drugs.
The thoughts and beliefs in our mind will
shift according to how we behave. If I use a drug every
day for several years, I will come to believe that I need
to use this drug every day. I will think of reasons why
I must continue to use and explain these to myself and others.
Perceptions also change. If I use drugs
every day whether I want to or not, I will eventually come
to see myself as a drug addict. If I try to stop and find
that I either cannot stop - or that I just start using again
later - I eventually find some acceptance of my life as
a drug addict. With this change in perspective, I stop trying
to recover. I stop believing it possible.
There are many reasons why taking a drug
or different drugs on a regular basis will cause changes
in mood, feelings of anxiety and/or fear and other emotional
turmoil.
Searching for drugs, lying and keeping
secrets about drug use, stealing to support a habit, neglecting
responsibilities to use and using in preference to all other
activities are indications of Substance Addiction. These
are sometimes referred to as Addictive Behaviors.
All of these changes in thinking, feeling
and behavior are symptoms of Substance Addiction. The best
way to think about Substance Addiction is as an unexplainable,
driving need - or compulsion - to use.
The other features of Addiction - the
changes in thinking, feeling and behavior - all arise from
this compulsion and from the consequences of use over time.
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